Hello everyone!!
Well today was transfers day... And I will not be having transfers! Neither will my companion! So the gringo duo will last one transfer more. That also means that I will be here in Flores for my 3rd transfer (7 transfers in Heredia) haha. I´m super excited to work super hard this transfer and hopefully see the fruits of our labors.
Well... To be completely honest, this was one of those really tough weeks in the mission. I´m not gonna lie. One of those weeks where you feel like you´re doing all that you can so that everything goes well, but everything just goes wrong and you can{t do anything about it. That was basically our week this week. Everything was going good/normal in the week, but then we´re returning from our leadership council Friday afternoon and we get a text message from our investigator, Bryan that he isn{t sure he wants to get baptized anymore. This was the first and only time that Bryan showed any sign of unsurety or doubt about getting baptized. We figure he´s just nervous, but when we showed up to see what happened, his countenance had changed completely and he didn't even let us come inside to talk to him. We tried to help him overcome his doubts and help him come to understand what God wanted him to do, but it ended by him telling us that it would be better if we just didn't come by to visit him anymore... I think that was one of the hardest moments of my mission yet. I understand that in the end, everyone has their free will to make their own decisions, but it was just especially hard for my companion and I because we knew he was ready and prepared, but he chose to act differently.
Now, I don't like to share negative experiences in these emails, but I share it because of what I learned in our leadership council just hours before this experience took place. Hermana Laboriel (the wife of our mission president) shared a message with us about Jesus Christ and the invitation He always extends to us, which is to, "Come, Follow Me". We know that Jesus Christ lived a perfect life and experienced many wonderful things in this earthly life, but we also know He experienced pain and suffering beyond what we can even imagine. Our purpose here in this life is to come and follow this perfect example of Jesus Christ so that we can receive our eternal exaltation. That means we have to experience the good AND the bad of what Christ experienced here, at least to some degree. A statement that Jeffrey R. Holland said once that really stood out to me was something like this, "the road to salvation always has to pass by Gethsemane". Now, I´m not saying I experienced anything close to what Christ experienced in the Garden of Gethsemane, but I know that Christ nows EXACTLY how I felt in this moment that was particularly difficult for me. I also know that this was an experience that I needed to have for my eternal progression. We need to be diligent and always have what Hermana Laboriel called a "celestial character". That means that in spite of the difficulties and challenges that we have, that we endure to the end and stay strong to what we know is true.
I´m so grateful for revelation and that by way of my leaders, I can receive revelation and comfort through the trials that I face daily. I didn't know that I was going to have an experience quite like that this week, but the Lord prepared me. It doesn't mean it wasn't easy to experience, but I know it was for something and that the Lord wants me to progress, be more diligent, and become the disciple of Christ that He needs me to be. I really loved that thought and I felt prompted to share this experience with all of you this week. I know we all face trials and challenges in our lives, but I invite you all to look at it from this perspective if you haven{t already. The Lord loves us and wants to prepare us to return unto Him. I´m eternally grateful for Him and this time He has given me to serve His children here in Costa Rica.
I love and miss you all and hope you have a great week this week!
Elder Smith
pics: our ward mission leader went to Oregon a year ago and still has the shirt to prove it, our cook is the best!, wasn't ready for this pic, forgot to mention that my son in the mission is a zone leader already!, my MTC comp (Elder Millward) is a beast and is the new Assistant to our mission president!